Went to red camp from 17th to 19th. It was awesome! My tribe was the HORNY VIKINGS!

Yea. So actually, I wasn't really looking forward to it at first. Haha. I felt rather bored on the first day but the subsequent days were BOOMZ. LOL. The whole camp was entertaining and there's not much breaks or intervals for us to be bored. Me xinyi xuemiao and sylvia were always sticking together, so we actually didn't really know much friends from other schools. The SLs were awesome and fun to be with! One funny thing was that when me and xuemiao introduced ourselves, people always ask us "You 2 are sisters?" Yea, xue ma. Haha. Get to know my sis's friend, Jonathan Ho. He is really a joker, together with our tribe emcee Jervis. He said me and my sis look alike which is such a BIG joke. HAHA. Violet gave me the teacher feel [those damn nice ones] and Hader [is this how we spell it?] is very cute! She's our camerawoman. I don't really remember other Sls' names because there's just too many of them. Oh, there's Enna, ex-nanhuarian.

Vikings are horny and sexy! Haha. Yea. The cheers are still stucked in my head. The so called red camp withdrawal symptoms? Haha. RED CAMP 6 IS FUN!

Horny horny horny, Whoo!We're so horny, Yeah!
We are the Vikings! Oh yeah!



O levels is over. Not really very very very happy, but definitely glad that it's over. Waiting for the results is a torture... Hope that I can get the result I want.

Out with xinyi, sylvia and xuemiao yesterday. Watched 2012. I don't really think that it's a nice show because all I saw was just human beings trying to save themselves from a world which is collapsing and people sacrificing? Other than that, not really much. But not until the point where we will fall asleep though. The graphics and effects seems real enough. Bought contacts yesterday. After almost a year, I'm back to it again. My degrees rose by quite alot! That's quite a sad thing. And I'm sure it did because I can't even see the words on the whiteboard sometimes. Those school check ups for eyesight was rubbish. -.-. I got scammed okay, by those "cover your left eye, cover your right now. okay done. Get lost." Laughs. Someone please save my eyes! I went to rebond my hair today. I really regretted cutting my hair short last year! I thought my long hair before that was nicer. LOL.

Looking for a part time job currently. Too bored? Partly. In need of money? Partly too. Haha. I need to pay for guitar fees. MYSELF. Yea. Time to be a good girl. Some events coming up soon! Supposedly I'm going on a trip with my relatives in December, but now it's being rescheduled to 26th this month. Going back to help out in Lakeside's band. MR KUEK DO MISS ME, I hope. LOL. I will be there for the graduating concert! I know you'll be happy. Haha. You don' sound great when I told you I couldn't attend it yesterday. [I hope I was not wrong about you not feeling great]. I will be there for his wedding too. Great. Haha.

I don't really have anything to type already. Too much that I wanna say but those can't be put into words or written in black and white. I re-read the letter again and again. I'm sorry about doing that to you, but I just can't stand it when I heard that she said she love you. You get it? I doubt so since you're still giving me a cold shoulder.

The feeling sucks when someone said " I should have chose to believe her. " Thank you very much for that sentence because it made me understand you deeper.



Finally, the prelim results are all out. My results aren't really good, and also not that bad. I was most disappointed with Chinese. It used to be my best subject, and now, I scored lowest for it among all my subjects. It is a B4. All my other subjects were As and B3s. English and physic's results were unexpected. My biology sucks. Humanities too. -.- Work harder for Os.

I went to NgeeAnn Polytechnic today to hand in the withdrawal form for DPA exercise. Yea. But I'm afraid that I will regret. Too late to do so anyway. Haha.

I felt the tremor yesterday in the afternoon. When I told my mum, she told me that I was dreaming -.-. When I told some of my friends, some said that I study till too stressed. But see! I wasn't hallucinating! It was real. Lol. -.-

Xinyi, don't think of graduating la, think of Os. (:



School now is boring. There's really nothing to do since the main point of us going to school now is to listen to talks and get back as well as go through the prelim papers. The talks were seriously very boring and I am just not interested in the talks. I'm not even interested in the schools, other than Ngee Ann Poly. ACJC and PJC. I really never thought of getting in, unless I suddenly changed my mind after I got back my Olevels results...

So far, the only paper that we got back was English. I barely scraped an A, which is not and A. Laughs. Tomorrow, more papers will be coming back I guess. There will be talks too. Sitting in the hall is... torturous.

I have a lot to say, but obviously not through this panel. The matter of fact is that, you will never get to hear it, because you don't even know that I'm talking about you -.-.

Cya around.



Prelims is finally over. I can't deny the fact that I screwed up almost every single paper. I don't even have confidence in my best subject. Shall wait till I get back all the papers...

I want to take a deep breath. Although it's the end of prelims, but the beginning of O-levels. It's the last chance for us to do well. There's school again tomorrow. There's is a place I wanna go to, with someone. Somewhere away from this world. Bleh.

There's something I wanna tell someone. I know that you know I'm talking about you, but I don't think that you will read this. I didn't get to tell you this months ago, but I hope that I would be able to tell you what I wanna say soon. I believe that there's telepathy. (I know I'm abit crappy.) But... It seem that it's very unlikely that you will text me. BLAH. Anyway, see you around soon.

Results, please be out soon. Haha.

Okay, byebye. This place is dead. -.-



你当天那样一走了之, 令我不知所措. 原来我对你来说只是一样替代品, 一个什么都不是的救生圈. 那些关心并不是要给我的. 你一声不响地离开, 对你来说并不算什么, 但对我来说却是一个永远都抹不掉的烙印.

I just can't stop thinking about some things. 都是我自找的啦. -.-



This year's teachers' day was indeed a "memorable" one. -.-. Ok, at least I got a kiss from lin laoshi. Haha.

Went to Dian Xiao Er for my sis's birthday last thurs! It was really delicious, and I actually ate fish. It's considered a miracle okay. Just went for dinner with my sis in JP. I bought a bag for her. At least she treat me to starbucks. (:

Some papers are over for prelims. I don't know if I screwed them, but for now, I think I didn't. Maybe I will get a shock when i get back the papers, especially emaths... JIAYOU ba. がんばって。

It's holidays now and I'm not in a holiday mood. Lol. It's normal isn't it? Still facing books everyday. I'm bored. GRR.

I think I saw Yangcheng in JP just now. He stared at me and I stared back. -.- I'm super full now! Getting fatter...

我问了你, 但又不敢和你见面. 因为我害怕见到你, 害怕见到你那没有表情的脸. 去还是不去呢?
すみません。



Happy teachers' day and lucks for prelims! (:



I had O-level Oral Examination on Tuesday. It was rather badly done. The passage was fine, but the picture and conversation were just crappy. I didn't even finish describing the picture. When I just finish one sentence, she just skipped to another question. After that, I haven't finish answering that question, she sort of cut me off and continued. I was halfway through a sentence and she just proceed to conversation! She kept interrupting me during the conversation. What a joke. -.-.

Seriously, there's nothing much this week. I got accepted for DPA to Diploma for Chinese Chinese studies to Ngeeann Poly and I accepted it. If my Prelims is not really good, I shall not withdraw from it. Haha.

My sis just went to Genting this morning with her friend. I also wanna go! So sian. My mum just bought a new phone today. It's like, super nice and I like the functions! I'm changing my phone soon, I want a samsung phone...

I just feel like I'm nothing in Nanhua. Like, seriously. But I'm glad that there's still friends around. It just made us (:



The past 2 weeks were rather busy for me. I went for DPA interview on the 4th, and I happened to meet John and shuxuan in NgeeAnn. Thanks John for telling me where the block was at, if not I think I'll be late. The interview did not turn out to be really good, but I tried, at least. I met some of the people who also went for DPA for Diploma in Chinese studies, some of them even live as far as Bedok. The course is only going to accept 40 people, so maybe only around 5 or 10 for DPA. How am I going to get in?

Went through Chinese Paper 2 on one of the Wednesday. I wasn't really satisfied with my results. As in, I've set a rather high standard for myself for Chinese. Especially after yesterday, I felt more demoralised. I didn't know that I actually wrote out of point for the question for composition. Maybe I'm just not good in writing argumentative essay. But what can I do?

Celebrated national day and this year was in the parade square. Nothing much happened and no special feelings. Lol. The only thing was that 403 got second in netball inter class.

Night study was energy draining. But at least I did study. Timed practices one after another, and we were going through past years prelim papers almost every lesson for almost every subject. Thanks Mrs Chang for the time you'd taken after school to clear our doubts for physics (:

I was really not in a good mood for the past 2 weeks. Okay, I shall just say that I was in a foul mood. Maybe it's because of not enough sleep? I don't know, but I just cannot bring myself to be in a good mood. I just don't feel like talking sometimes. Sorry to those whom I had angered...

THANKYOU ZHICHENG FOR SAVING MY LAPTOP! (:

Signing off...

AMANDA LEE CHEW XUE WEI
Hello! I'm xuewei, currently in Nan Hua High School. My class is 403'09, previously from 202'07. My CCA is SJAB & I'm in the Student Council.

I'm turing SIXTEEN on 16 December, do take note! ;D
Btw, I miss BSC 01 DECEMBER 2008 - 09 JANUARY 2009! ღ